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Helllooooo Temple
Topic Started: Sep 1 2014, 10:17 PM (2,143 Views)
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Thanks Poui.

Okay so I already posted (And I think most of you kinda assumed this'd be happening after my weekend in June) once but I'm making a return to Temple for... I dunno, I guess to see if that new clan war idea pans out and if I make new friends. I'm feeling a bit better about where I am right now and I'm not vilifying(Is that the right word to use here?) anyone in my head lately from my past so I figure it's a good time to allow myself to get in touch with it because really you guys are good fun and despite a few hang ups with individuals (or groups or what have you) I mostly enjoy the whole lot of you all so... I suppose I could rant about where I've come in the last, like, year of my life? I mean the last real life update I gave you that I recall was during my huge, monumental suicidal/homicidal depressive breakdown in July of last year and evidently I'm alive and not in jail so things have been mostly positive in terms of progression between now and then.

With a few down dips. Getting myself a job for the first time in my life on my own: Positive. Losing it: Negative! But I think all in all it was somewhat planned by god/universal wills/extraterrestrials/my spiritual selves/who the [radio edit] cares anymore because all in all I'm somewhat glad for the upward and downward dips in the last year. I've come more to grips with some mental facets of myself along the lines of my sexuality and gender identity, which in retrospect was a positive sign of myself taking an interest in myself and as someone who's taken some psych classes, that's actually a huge forward step for someone chronically depressive and self-criticising like I tend to be. I'm having some issues fully internalizing my locus of control as the lingo goes mostly due to my parents being kinda controlling and saying "Get out there and do things because I tell you to because you failed before" in their actions if not -explicitly- their words. Its a barrier, but they mean well and I don't honestly know if I'd be getting out there without the pushing, so I mean, hey, not all stress is bad and I'm kinda pushing to say "I can do this for myself" so that's internalizing progress I suppose.

I have become somewhat more macabre in my humor. I like to joke about burning things. We have this deck. ITs tiny, spider infested and the area beneath it is like a portal to hell judging by how often everyone comes inside with hilariously bugbitten ankles and feet should they have been barefoot (and sometimes even when wearing shoes). So we're moving(A-[radio edit]ING-GAIN GODDAMNIT) and I've been making a lot of jokes about burning the bleeding deck. Understandably I'm not serious (I had to explain this to my brother once, so I guess I'm still not the best at differentiating tone between joking and seriousness or at the least determining when someone else is doing the same)

And... well that's the short version. Basically I took some time off because I had some muddy emotional waters and had decided not to return here and it's been most of a YEAR since then so I am understandably behind on things. Maybe you've all been talking nasty about me behind my back and don't like me and I'm just setting myself up for being the new laughing stock or something I dunno but hey. I feel somewhat more mature than I did before I left, I feel better and more positive about myself and I'm ready to reconnect with people about things and all thinks Kradenny and Golden Sun here.

WELCOME ME BACK WITH OPEN ARMS DAMN YOU
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I'm pretty sure you came back a few months ago and said you were doing a lot better, actually. Glad to see you're still pulling through, though, and congrats on the job, seriously. I've been looking for one myself.
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Thanks Poui.

Welll I lost that job. *sadface* looking for a new one though, which is understandably hard.

I spoke to my older siblings and apparently entry level positions have gotten a shitton harder to find in the last decade. My bro's only 5 years older than me but he got his first job by walking into a place and asking for one. And ditto for his girlfriend, who's only 2 years older than me! The [radio edit], world?

EDIT: I find it funny that I remarked upon my weekend here in June and then completely forgot I did a life update during that post.

Hah. Me.
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Ultaaaaa! *glomps Ulta*
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Sep 1 2014, 10:38 PM
Welll I lost that job. *sadface* looking for a new one though, which is understandably hard.

I spoke to my older siblings and apparently entry level positions have gotten a shitton harder to find in the last decade. My bro's only 5 years older than me but he got his first job by walking into a place and asking for one. And ditto for his girlfriend, who's only 2 years older than me! The [radio edit], world?
Oh, I misread your post, didn't realize you had lost it. =/

And yeah, I know the feeling lol. My brother got his Walmart job without even trying basically, and I've had four interviews over the past few months (one was last year though). Two at Walmart, one at a local grocery story chain, and another at Pizza Hut. Still no luck.
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Thanks Poui.

Ahhhh *glomp'd* Whyyyyyyyy I barely know youuuu *flops* (Hi there guy)

And yeah, jorb shit is the shittest in today's economy.
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ohmahgawd Ulta <3

What up dude?
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Thanks Poui.

Raven! <3 Not a whole lot mostly. Gettin' into DND 3.5 for... well, boredom and mind stretching mostly. I got a friend who likes it so I'm running a pbp campaign for him because I like worlds and rp and it's fun to get number crunchy sometimes.

How you been, bud?
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Welcome back!

You're the third Venusian I've seen who sounds like me. Talk at me whenever you need to. Between mahou shoujo animus and some internal sightseeing of my own, I've developed a thoroughly bleeding heart. I am perfectly willing to bleed all over you if you need it.

Hoofs hugs

I was a moron for not actually talking to you in Skype all this time. Seriously glad you're back.
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Nice to see you again. :D Sorry the job didn't work out, but any experience is good experience to put on a resume, I hope? I hope things continue to get better for you.
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hi
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Origins

I remember you, welcome back!
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Greetings comrade!
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Thanks Poui.

Mireia
Sep 2 2014, 04:14 AM
Nice to see you again. :D Sorry the job didn't work out, but any experience is good experience to put on a resume, I hope? I hope things continue to get better for you.
Here's hoping! Also good to see you again, Mireia!

HFS! *Brotackle* Skype me up and hit me with sandboxes.

@Tilterwhirl: I guess I shouldn't call you Reimu then, huh

Huh... NEWBLOOD! Or MEWBLOOD as I originally typo'd it. Either works for me. Nice name! Hope to be good budd
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Odyssey, ya see~ Odyssey, ya see~

Welcome back, Ulta~

The job world is like that, unfortunately. Unpredictable and sometimes very spontaneous in decision-making. Really hope things continue on the up and up for you.
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Thanks Poui.

It's unfortunate I landed a dead-end job as a warehouse worker in a luxury business in an area being hit hard and so not too big on purchasing expensive luxuries.

Hi Peo
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Sep 2 2014, 01:37 PM
@Tilterwhirl: I guess I shouldn't call you Reimu then, huh
you can if you want
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Thanks Poui.

Would you particularly mind Tilterwhirl?
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Huh... NEWBLOOD! Or MEWBLOOD as I originally typo'd it. Either works for me. Nice name! Hope to be good budd
Mewblood? I'm not sure if this means I should be Nepeta again or a Mew. Or both. The possibilities are endless.
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Thanks Poui.

I like this guy.
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